Hidden Assassin 261

**Volume Three, Co-habitation Era, Chapter 261**

It was a very pure kiss.

In the darkness, the simple touch of their four lips was like a butterfly’s gentle wings, hesitant and shy.

After a moment, their lips parted.

The air was silent, and Ya Han’s complicated expression flashed across her face, her eyes welling up with tears. Her voice trembled as she said, “I’m sorry, I didn’t want to compete with Ling Jing and Sha Sha. I just… couldn’t help it…”

She was still kneeling on the sofa, but she turned her face to one side, “I know how you feel about Ling Jing and Sha Sha. You definitely won’t leave them, and you’ve grown up with them since childhood. I’m just a newcomer, but I couldn’t help it… I’ve cried more for you in the past half year than I have in the past twenty years…”

“I wanted to let you know, but you already know everything. You know, but you didn’t say anything… It’s probably weird, but I couldn’t help it…” She forced a bitter smile.

Before she could finish speaking, her lips were sealed again. This time, it was Jia Ming who took the initiative to hug her tightly. In the darkness, the sound of their kissing and ragged breathing filled the air. After a few seconds, Jia Ming let out a gentle sigh, “If you keep talking, I’ll really feel like I’ve hit rock bottom…”

Ya Han leaned against his shoulder, her breathing still uneven, and tears streaming down her face. “Be better to me…”

“Can you?”

“You… if you keep saying this, I won’t be able to bear it…” She struggled to suppress her sobs. “Do you want me to cry out loud in front of you?”

At this point, there was no need for unnecessary chatter. The snacks on the small round table fell to the ground, and with Ya Han’s soft cry, Jia Ming lightly lifted her up. The two of them had a significant age gap, and Jia Ming still gave off a childlike feeling, so this somewhat awkward princess carry was a first for both of them. As Ya Han lay in Jia Ming’s arms, she whispered, “I used to call you Jia Ming ge ge, and I dreamed of you hugging me. I never thought it would really happen. I feel like a child…”

“For me, it’s already…”

Jia Ming softly replied, placing her body on the soft bed and leaning down beside her.

“Really, can I?”

One of his hands reached into her soft hair. Before Ya Han could start crying, Jia Ming smiled and stroked her neck, “I’m talking about your illness…”

“Hmm…” Her body stiffened, and then she whispered, “I heard the doctor say not to get too excited, and it’s fine…”

“Okay…”

“It’s already like this… You don’t need to find excuses…”

“But your hands are holding me, how can I take off your clothes?”

She blushed, releasing her grip on Jia Ming’s hands. She lay flat, her eyes fixed on the ceiling, her chest heaving violently, revealing her inner turmoil.

“You look like a frog waiting to be dissected…”

“Don’t tease me…” Ya Han whispered, her voice barely audible, “I… I’ve never done this before… Can you be gentle?”

“Okay.”

…

…

In the darkness, they explored each other’s bodies with hesitant kisses and touches. Ya Han tried to relax, and her clothes were slowly taken off by Jia Ming’s hands, one button at a time, until her pure and clean body was revealed…

The young man lightly pulled up the covers, covering their bodies.

Everything was happening slowly in the dark room, sometimes the sensation on her skin was almost suffocating, and the anxiety in her heart was transmitted to her skin, making her feel like she was being burned by fire. She was tense, experiencing the strange emotions brought about by being touched by a man for the first time. When his hand slid between her legs, her desire surged like a flood…

Although she bit her lips tightly, some faint moans still escaped her throat. Her body was wrapped in the blanket, and she lightly grasped his mischievous hand, but couldn’t stop anything from happening. Suddenly, her turbulent emotions burst forth, and her four limbs lost all strength, leaving her unable to move…

It wasn’t long before the pain in her lower body finally arrived, like steel, like fire, surging up from within, and an uncontrollable moan escaped her throat. Something filled her entire body, and this ceremony, which was of great significance to her entire life, was finally completed.

Their bodies were entwined, and she softly cried out…

…

…

Perhaps this wasn’t a perfect sexual experience, but if evaluated based on the significance and feelings of both parties, this was an almost perfect encounter. From start to finish, they were in the same embrace, and she felt every movement of his body on hers, feeling the pain from the beginning to the gradual weakening, and finally, she clearly felt him release everything into her body. From her initial excitement to her eventual satisfaction, her heart produced a sense of tranquility and warmth, like an old married couple. This feeling mostly came from Jia Ming’s comfort and indulgence.

Although her body was tired, her heart was filled with satisfaction. The two of them hugged each other, chatting in a near-whisper, before finally falling asleep. Looking back, her first sentence seemed a bit silly, a bit resentful, and a bit self-pitying. That sentence was, “I won’t compete with Ling Jing and Sha Sha…”

After saying that, she felt a bit silly, and added, “So… you can’t abandon me, you can’t say you don’t know me after this…”

This sentence naturally made it difficult for Jia Ming to respond, but he simply hugged her tightly, buried his head in her shoulder, and whispered, “I’ll take care of you.”

“Will I get pregnant?”

“I don’t know…”

“Do you want me to help you have a child?”

“Yeah…” For some people, talking about children after the first time might be strange, but for the two of them, there was no such issue, perhaps because they were both conservative…

She smiled and nodded, and Jia Ming hesitated for a moment before saying, “But…”

“I understand. You’re not someone who likes to socialize, but you’re actually very attached to emotions. You want to be a normal father…”

“…”

“But that way… I might not be able to have children for the rest of my life…”

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay…” Ya Han smiled and said, “I understand, and besides… I’m not afraid of what others say, but if I have a child, my body will change, and I don’t want you to stop liking me so quickly… Jia Ming, do you think there are people who are willing to be a mistress like me?”

“You’re not.”

“The best friend who can go to bed with me is also the same…” Ya Han struggled to stay awake, whispering, “Some are for money, some are for love. From today on, Zhang Ya Han is your mistress…”

Unable to respond to such a statement, Jia Ming knew that he didn’t need to answer. Opening his hazy eyes, Ya Han found Jia Ming’s lips and lightly kissed them, “I… don’t care anymore… Friend or mistress, as long as you treat me well, I’ll be satisfied…”

“Promise me one thing, okay?”

“What?”

“We’re still young, and we have a long way to go. Who knows what the future holds? But if one day you feel it’s possible, and we’re still together, can I have a child for you?”

“…Okay.”

“I’m very happy today…”

Smiling, Ya Han whispered in Jia Ming’s arms, entering a sweet dream…

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