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## Chapter 93: On Going Live

**2023-04-23**

Chapter 93: On Going Live

Thank you all so much for reading this far.

If you can see this author’s note, it means you’ve finished reading the latest chapter, released at 11:58 PM on Thursday night, and contributed a valuable read count.

I’m truly grateful to all the bigwigs out there. Even though I update so slowly, you’re still willing to grace me with your presence and catch up to the latest chapter. I’m deeply humbled.

I’m working part-time, so even though I prioritize quality, I’m always pressed for time and swamped with tasks. It’s really hard to reach the goal of mass updates.

But today, I managed to catch this small wave of excitement. It’s truly a stroke of luck. Although the book failed to make it to the Three Rivers list this time, I’ll keep pushing myself and strive to write even better and more chapters.

Hm…

I’ll pause here.

There are things I want to say, but I don’t know how to put them into words.

To be honest, the chances of success in this Three Rivers push were extremely slim from the beginning. I knew it when I started.

I’m not a smart person or someone with talent. After three years in this industry, I’m still a total newbie.

But this time, I was so close to the Three Rivers, so close.

Am I disappointed? Probably.

But I want to say this:

I never doubted myself.

I didn’t when my average subscription was 300, and I didn’t when I wrote a million words with no one responding, completely solo.

I’m someone with very little talent. By that, I mean others can achieve tenfold results with one unit of effort, while I get maybe one with the same effort.

But I’m also a lucky person.

In this life, if you can reap some rewards for your hard work, isn’t that the greatest blessing?

I’m deeply grateful to have the privilege to work hard, even though I’m still a newbie who can only update twice a day.

Haha.

To be honest, in the world of web novels, you see so many geniuses you never encounter in your daily life.

Wow, you feel completely inferior when you see them. They’re so amazing.

You pore over textbooks, scour every inch of the internet, and struggle to come up with something, and they can just think of it in a flash. When you read their work, you can’t even fathom how a human mind could conceive of such things.

You’ve practically memorized “Story Strategy,” “The Hero’s Journey,” and “Save the Cat,” but they don’t need any textbooks. It’s all pure talent, and they just go above and beyond, leaving you in the dust, yelling “Holy crap!”

Sigh, honestly, when I was a reader, I thought being an author was easy.

Saying that I feel inferior to them is a bit exaggerated, but sometimes I still feel a pang of sadness because of my own foolishness.

But it’s okay. I’m good friends with the gifted ones. We get along great even outside our author identities, hehe.

Even though I can’t imitate them – gifted writers can’t be analyzed, and they can’t be copied.

But I never doubt myself.

I’ve always believed I can do it. My achievements now are much better than they used to be. I’m going to be a hardworking writer, even though I’m still a newbie who can only update twice a day. (Shameless)

Hahaha!

Hm…

Ultimately, I think the most important thing in this field is…

When you witness the gaping chasm of talent with your own eyes, do you have the courage to take a step towards the sky, like a flower growing on a cliff?

I often feel like Fate is whispering to a warrior.

It demands that I overcome self-doubt, conquer fear, and push towards my goal.

And every time, I respond.

Haha, that sounds a little edgy.

Anyway, the Three Rivers is gone this time.

Next, I’m going for the “精品” (High-Quality) ranking!

Wishing myself and everyone else a life filled with purpose, a life where effort is rewarded, and a life full of hope.

Please stay with me on this journey!

Alright, time to sleep.

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The above was written last night. This is me, your author, writing at noon today.

What kind of garbage did I write last night…

Whatever, I wrote it, so I’m posting it…

Anyway, I have two more chapters tonight. I’ll update extra tomorrow, Saturday.

(Nervously)

(End of Chapter)

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